Wednesday, 29 July 2009

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

Currently am in love and listening to this song over and over again. The song is stuck in my head. And yea, I've got nothing to update on... LoL.



I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith



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Monday, 27 July 2009

I need a 101

Can somebody give me a 101 in basic life juggling?


*screaming my lungs out*




Wednesday, 22 July 2009

Officially 23 and getting OLDER!

So instead of planning big hoo-has on my birthday, my sister decided to spend me a nice quiet dinner with my family. Family bonding. It has been quite some time when we had a proper dinner without sour faces. All replaced by joyful glee and laughters.


Before dinner, must camwhore.




After dinner, must camwhore.






Ka Wha Korean BBQ.

*yum*
I've never tasted Korean food that is oh-so-good!
Place located at Bangsar, Jalan Telawi 2.

Raw dishes are prepared by real Koreans.
If you are looking for a less-heated, crowd-less, more comfortable place to have Korean BBQ food,
then this is the place to be.








I wouldn't say I come from a super-perfect family.
But they are always there for me through all my good and shit times.
Moments like this are best shared with loved ones around.
Memories are always kept in the heart to last for a life time.



<3



Saturday, 18 July 2009

Random

Random-ness for the weekend. Just a short update for the moment... my birthday was on the 15th July and yes, I didn't celebrate it but just had a quiet dinner with my family. More pics to come. Haven't finish editting it just yet. Do come back soon!





--->> looking for the poll bar?

---------------->>> it's on your right-hand-side !!

Sunday, 12 July 2009

The Least of Expectations?

It's been an excruciating boring Sunday I might add. But I had long hours spent alone to sit, think and picture everything on the past and present and future. Not the most joyable thing to do but I guess sometimes when we actually do solemn to ourselves at a point in our life, it is rather amazing to see how things evolves.

I've been torturing myself, mentally. For this past months, I've gone through so many unexpected events. Not knowing how the future might be. I struggled to a point of breakdown and losing insanity. Falling sick every week, and even starve myself because I had lost every inch of appetite. It's crazy to be in this alone and come to think of it, I wasn't struggling alone, I was indirectly and uncautiously making those who were by my side to struggle along with me.

Did I change in a way or other? Or have I just gone bad to worse?

I quit clubbing. Quit drinking. And I'm trying to quit smoking as well. Quit modeling. Quit photoshoots. Quit freelance jobs. I practically quit what I did in my past.

I even threw my skimpy clothings during my modeling days. I'm learning to dress more decent. Less makeup.

Am I trying to be a better person? Portray a better image? I want to be better. That's for sure. But I'm beginning to realize, I'm getting quieter by the day.

But all I want is to be happy.

And I know, happiness come when we least expect it to happen.

And thanks to YOU, I know where I am. And know that I'm building every inch of bricks back.