Yeh..!

After such a long time.. I've decided to make myself happy for once. I've always been putting others ahead whereas I should be putting myself first beforehand. Past few post that I've written has been basically been over-emotional and stressed-out. And for the past few months has been a bitter breakdown. Everyone has been telling me off to chill and relax more but sometimes I just do not have the thought of it. Once everything is quiet and lonely, my mind starts to wander off and I'm back at square one.

Shitty as it sounds, but I'm putting back the pieces one by one. Mum has been especially supportive throughout everything. Long talks over the phone with my mum has been beneficial. Though not very much clearing out situations, it has been clearing my mind off. I need not worry too much. *sigh*

When will this ever end? Waiting as every minute passes by it's hell.

But for now... I am for once gonna be materialistic. Just this once. ONCE. I'm splurging on myself and not for someone else. It's time for me to SPOIL myself silly.

I bought myself something expensive.
Something that I never have thought of buying.
Something that I wouldn't even dream of buying.

I'm waiting for you to arrive..
Counting down the days to next week.

I'm waiting for... you.......................!!!

...
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BlackBerry Curve 8320

You're gonna be my new boyfriend. My soulmate. Cos' you are gonna be with me. We'll walk hand in hand.
Lame I know.
sue me.

Yeh. Yeh. Some of you are saying shits about it. Like fug I give 2 hoots and care?

Please come fast.

Will you?

Random-ness

*bangs head on wall*

The weather is really fucked up. Hot like ma' fucks. Feels like sitting in an oven.

Anyhoos, I'm still very much alive and kicking although it has been a few trips down to the doc this couple of weeks. And $$$ has been flying out from my wallet like water. *heaves a heavy sigh* How-la like that........

Tomorrow is work day again! Been on MC for the past 3 days. And I'm not happy about it. 3 days loss of commission. Cannot cannot... Must go work!

And oh... Finally, I've been spending so much time with my girls lately. And i'm appreciating it. Been so long since I seen and chill with them.

Best thing is....

Camwhoring has never felt better.!

And when you're with the right group of friends, it means fun fun fun.

And when you're with the group... there will always be more smiles on my face. =)

And even now taking on singlehood road, there are times of loneliness and much tears... friends do know how to cheer me up....

And what surprised me was... no one really knew where I was working particularly on Feb 14... getting a bouquet of flowers delivered to me was really special. *blush*

And not just one...





I received 2. =)

xoxo

Stressed-Out Week

It has been a never-ending problematic days, weeks, and months. And after all the procrastination on dreading the CNY week, it just hit me.. right in the face.

Remember one of the pics I uploaded on one of the New Year's post? Me and my blinged-out Nokia phone? That's right. I've been using that phone for years and I simply never had any thought of replacing it. Just about 2 months back when my mobile started pulling tricks on me, I had to send it to the shop for repair and master reset the whole freaking software. I was away from my Nokia for almost 3 weeks. And I'm the kind of person who cannot live without a mobile wherever I go. So yea, when I got it back, I treated my mobile a fancy style-up. I blinged-out the whole entire mobile with swarowski crystal stones. And I simply was so fond of it. Some called it bimbo-tic ala Paris Hilton or "la la mui". Warrafak I care? I fucking love blings! And especially those kinds.

I was so happy until..................................................................................







recently.... I lost my fucking Nokia.

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GREAT..! Absolutely-fuckingly great.

There goes another unnecesary expenditure on getting a new mobile.

BAH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!