Truth Awakens

The first thing I see in the morning is a girl staring back at me from the mirror in an over-sized tee, droopy eyes, out-of-bed messed up hair, thinking to herself... "Shit. I look this bad every morning". Movies are overrated with morning riser people who look and smile to themselves to the mirror and say "Good morning sunshine! It's a great day today!". And why do I not have that in the morning. I dread going to sleep. I just can't seem to be able to doze off. And when I do, I wake up and cursing to myself that I wished I was never woken up in such abrupt manner.

What happen to the happily ever after shit? Truth is there is never happy ever after. That only comes to people in Disney cartoon movies. And did you realize? 3/4 of the movies with real actors and actresses have episodes after a first movie. For example, The Fast & The Furious. Then you have the continuation of Fast & Furious. Then you have Harry Potter movies which you have Harry Potter & The Sorcerer's stone. Chamber of Secrets. Prisoner of Azkaban. Goblet of Fire. Order of the Phoenix and the recent Half Blood Prince. As we go along movies such as that, we can watch/read about the continuation of life after that on what happens and etc. What about movies on cartoons and such. There is probability of the ratio of 1:10 that has a part 1 and 2. But do you see the happily ever after like Cinderella, Snow White & the Seven Dwarfs and etc has part 1 and 2? What happens AFTER the poor dame has found her super-magical-prince charming-riding on a horse crap? They get married in the end of the movie and then? I wanna know what's after that. Did they have kids? Do they have misunderstandings and arguments?

Truth is growing up watching bull movies like that and having that a part in our lives really has given the misinterpretation and perceptions. Okay okay, it's only a movie, a story for entertainment. But still, we have this mindset of things such as that. And when in real life, we deal in situations.. We can't really handle them. People perceive things in a norm of ways we cannot imagine.

But really, if happily ever after do exist, please put me in the list. I would definitely like that alot.

Truth hurts like all the time. Do people really mean what they say? I'm not sure about that. But what I know is, we only listen to what we want to hear. Nice things for sure. Who doesn't? But when we get a smackdown, we hate the person who says all the crap about you. And the next you know, you feel unworthy of yourself and whatever confidence you have was simply and easily wiped out away.

We will never get exactly what we want. In many general terms I would say. Life in this moment is nothing but just give and take, having to settle what is better and easier both between people. We may not like what's being said or done but there is nothing we can do about it. Everybody is an individual. Everybody want what's best for themselves and I don't blame them. But what we can do to make a happier day is when everybody learns to communicate better, seeing everything from a bigger picture and hopes for the best.

Everyday as the time goes by, I learn a little of everything. When we are old and in our 50's or 60's, we will still keep learning as long as our heart is still beating.

The truth may not be the best, but it beats having fakers to live by.

And that's the truth.